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Dear Lady,
I had a terrible misunderstanding of what was happening last Wednesday.
I hadn’t been responding in a normal manner that morning and you picked up on it.
I said something like I needed to process some stuff and you sent a text saying it was nice for the last three months but it wasn’t fair to me and then you were silent. It looked like you had decided for me that it was best to stop the relationship.
I didn’t know what was going on other than that. Turns out you were being wonderful as always!The night before was the first time you had shared what your situation was like. I had made some guesses based on small pieces of Intel I could glean. That morning I reread what you had shared and I guess the reality of it was something I needed to better understand. I can’t possibly know exactly what it feels like to be in your position but I sure want to try and understand the best I can so I can be a better friend/partner in this.
Dear Lady you are never a burden! Please don’t think that.
I want to know what is going on in your world. I might not be able to change it immediately or at all but I will better be able to be there for and with you.You are so wonderful!
You are three times a Lady to me…I was going to tell you the story of Bill Smythe and his wife.
Bill was a tall man with long hair in a pony tail and was about 10 years older than me.
He was a very gentle soul and had a positive attitude and there always seemed to be a smile.When we were working in Bridgeport at the end of the day I would call you and he would call his girlfriend whom he would later marry.
One night we were sitting around talking and he told me that every night he and his girl friend would put on some slow music have a glass of wine and dance cheek to cheek.After the job in Bridgeport I worked with him on a few projects but I ended up going to a different company and I lost contact with him for years. I was working on a job in Seattle one day and a few houses down I saw Bill. We chatted for awhile and exchanged phone numbers but that was it and more years went by.
One day I received a call from a contractor and he wanted me to come look at a job. I went and asked him where he got my number and he said from Bill’s wife. I got the number from him, called and talked to Bill’s wife who said that Bill had passed away and that he told her that if anyone calls looking for a job to be done give them my number. I didn’t expect that.
I told her how fond I was of Bill and mentioned that Bill had told me years before about the two of them dancing and she said they danced nearly up until the end.Dear Lady,
I did not mean to upset you this morning.
I should have just moved forward as normal and worked on my issues in the background.
After thinking about the things you said last night I just had to regroup, and readjust my silly dreams to conform with reality.I don’t understand how you think you are burdening me!?
Last night I borrowed a devise from my brother that captures video and hopefully would let me edit together a routine for Born to be Wild. It would end up pretty crude but was thinking it might be away to get the timing figured out and where to put the run downs, slides and spins. I will try and work on that tonight.
You mentioned that Whiskey was spooked by the noise when you played the video and I am assuming it was the noise from the crowd? If I found an audio track of a loud crowd that you could play in the arena would that help?
You are so welcome Dear Lady!
It is truly my pleasure!The book “21 Summer a Love Story” is still being written and so I don’t know how the story goes, I know how I would like it to go! I would love to be wrapped up in each other on the porch swing to stay warm, feel secure and loved.
My life at this point can be altered without to many consequences, your life on the other hand would be altered dramatically.
You said that you have been trying to figure out what to do for years which saddens me that you have been unhappy and somewhat alone for that long. I would hope that if you decided to close that chapter of your life and move on with SB that it would be a life where we enjoyed each other all the days of our lives. But you have so many good things in your life where you are.The other day I didn’t finish a thought. I was going to say that as I look at the pictures you send I see bits and pieces of your place and it looks pretty amazing all that you have and I don’t know that I could ever provide all things.
Is being loved and cherished by a Stable Boy enough to offset the material loss? This is a question for you to ponder and I am not expecting an answer. Yet.I am probably looking to far forward in the book at this point. I Should be looking at the part where we meet again after seeing each other for the first time in forty years. Friday will be three months! It seems a lot longer than that and yet the forty years seem so short.
https://youtu.be/jfC3izjYmdU Video
https://answers.yahoo.com/question/index?qid=20080414195031AAYZ2L1 song list
https://horseandrider.com/training/win-freestyle-reining-24886 How to Win article
I sent these links to your cell as well.
The guy with the handle bars was fun!Good Morning!
Hopefully you found your way here!
I was thinking maybe this would be easier for some topics where I would tend to ramble, LoL! and maybe more convenient sometimes.
Like the story of Bill and his wife. I don’t remember if I just mentioned him and said I would tell you the story or if I actually did tell you the story?? Got to stop eating of mom’s plate! I think I might be catching what shes got!
